LSC over
i may feel happy at first
but i m emoing
..
crying
regretting
jealous
left out
what else?
heartbroken
i ve been ignored
shes just been acting nice to me
she just doesnt appreciate me
today i found pictures on facebook
as usual
i have the same feeling i have
every single time i look at myself in the mirror
or in pictures
i m thinking:
i m so ugly
i look like a dork /geek/nerd
whos not even smart
i m as good as a stupid person who should be
ignored and invisible
yet i act as a big big mouth
every single day
sometimes i really feel that
i shouldnt be doing this
i dont have enough authority
to do somethimg like that
then i think some 'friends'
theyr embaressed to have other ppl seeing me with them.
heartbroken..
i m at the verge of tears now
*sniff*
*sniff*
*cough*
*choke*
*choke*
*sneeze*
*cough*
*augh*
*gulp*
*COUGH!*
its all happening now
I m paused
and maybe forever