ohmy yay i just got back from piano exam (:
OBSESSING WITH YONGHWA ZESTANG AND THE EXAMINER WHO TESTED ME JUST NOW (:
okay sorry random
yesterday training was like screwed when da seniors came
and i erh
crashed
and erm
landed on erm
my head
erh
yeah
SO
i felt horrible and cried
and then JOSEPHINE (i really wanted to call her jo the po but i have to respect her so i call her JOSEPHINE!) gave me a sponge to hug
and then i felt super useless and stupid
so i went down and then waited for phoeb to finish then went up and did lousy taos
urgh
darn it
anyways
jiancha was screwed too
bleah
humph looks like my post is totally negative
YAB is fun to watch (:
okay byess
i ll shut up

whee i decided to start blogging again:D
well,
after claris started ranting on her blog
i decided to blog about GYM :)
yes (:
yay
(:
cos yesterday i was stoning and thinking about gymmmm(:
and then i realised that gym was more of an experience for me
like hugging
crying
sweating
stalking seniors
having my toes tied
writing letters to people who actually are interested in talking to you
or like gossiping during gym
I mean like CCA was never a big part in my life in primary school
and i could always pon and stuffs and not go for training
and then we'd always lose in whatever competition we went to
cos nobody had expectations for us
so we just went there and lost
but then when i got into NYTRAMP
I realised that there was more to a CCA then just filling up you time or i dont know,
like filling up you resume with something you did ,
it was more of friendship , hardwork ,and lots more
and i guess thats why all our seniors have came back with medals every year
and i guess thats why our seniors scream at us
becuase they really want to help us
not just a be so selfish as not to give us pointers so they could keep them to themselves
well, they could , but they didnt
i remember last tie in swimming
the seniors didt want to talk to us cos we were younger , lousier
and then there were those who trained in the clubs and they didnt wanna talk to us either cos they thought they were too good for us

In gym , i felt included , i felt that someone had my back and people actually cared about me .

THANKS NYTRAMP <3
I <3 YOU