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Aetheline.
1st January .
( No I'm not the kinda person who would go 'presents on this day ! ')
Brentwood Grad class of '14
If I ever lose meaning in my life,
there will only be one thing that I will keep forever .
Never hate .
Cos hating ai'nt gonna bring you anywhere.
I don't believe in your future being paved for you .
I believe that every single detail in the path you walk in your lives ,
even down to the last speck of dust , will be painted by the paintbrush you are holding in your hand right now .
Never wait for things to happen .
Make it happen.
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year 2010


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JUST ONE THING . I HAVEN'T ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN TWO YEARS
ITS TIME I GOT A WISH GRANTED . THANKS YOU


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People who have no reason in life . Absolutely pisses me off . Nuff' said.


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Sunday 30 May 2010

TRAINING WAS SO DARN FUN TODAY !!!
oh my god i m starting to love gym:)
I CAN DO A HANDSTAND BY MYSEL FINALLY!
fine it may no be a very big accomplishment to u all especially those who do gym
or are in chinese dance or ballet...
but...
i ve been trying and trying and trying again and again
argh...BUT I GOT IT NOW!!!!
hoots i m high today!!!!
i found my AS ws!!!!
hoots!!!
okay start of with the details of gym training!!!
we did ti tui today
then after that ...
erm...
kk...
we walked like a robot and then my senior kept shouting at me .
so scary...
lol but its ok
thats not the fun part!
YET!
and then we did all sorts of stuffs that would help us with jumping on the tramp
then we all sat down and did jia jin...
so we went up in groups of 2
and as usual me and kai xuan went up together
lol
then we did xi jiao
lol during that Claudia was like" flying pants!"
"must say ouch for sound effects":D lol
then we did handstands
thats when i realised i could do one properly!!!!
hoots!!!!!
lol
then after that we did PT
it was so fun!!!
although painful but fun:D
first we lied down and put our legs into the air 90 degrees
lol
3 mins times 3
we were like dying lars
kai xuan was doing awkard hand placement
on one side
and on the other side
mavis was looking SO WIERD like she was lauging in pain
lol
so i couldnt STOP LAUGHING!!!!
and i was in pain too
LOL!!!
tt was the BEST PT EVER!!!!
woohoo!!!
then after that we did erm...
tiptoes
90 of them
then we held on to the beam
for balance...
then if we never do properly then our seniors will spray us with the water spray!
lol
very shuang lehh
then we did 200 sit-ups
then we were like demanding our seniors to spray the water on our faces
cos very shuangs mahhh
my seniors go and draw on the beam...
lol
so fun
then we went to jump on the tramp
then only then i realised that i was jumping SO LOW!
OH MY GAWD...
thanks kai xuan!
when we were leaving
we saw the whiteboard outside the gym
then someone wrote like our seniors names
and then adjectives that represent them with the samw starting letter
:D
Zoey was 'Zesty Zoey'
and guess wat
Zest was 'Zoey Zest'
!!!
so cute
then tessa ...
was..
TASTY TESSA!!
later we told tessa then she was so angry that she started laughing
then she took the marker and then wrote beside it
-->(I NOT A CHICKEN!)
then kaixuan told her tt chicken and other things also very tasty wat
then tessa was like CHICKEN VERY TASTY WAT
lol
oh ya...
buggy was -->busty buggy!!!
lol everyone had one
but then the others not too interesting if not i say all
then this blog will be boring
so ...
i m NOT!
this was a freakinly long post ...
okay signing off bye
lol (:
found it in my old posts
OLD MEMORIES !<3
OMG 90210 is scandalous (:
CHINESE SIA!


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Friday 28 May 2010


OMG !!!
AWESOMEEEE <3
hahahaha
(:
found it randomly on youtube !
<3


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Thursday 27 May 2010

OMG !
forgot to talk about sabbats today (:
haha (:
Chinese Drama was REALLY FUNNY!
but i cant say it here cos it wont sound very funny hehe
anyways
we kept laughing and the skipping rope got stuck together
so all of use had to go up on stage to untie the skipping rope
and then for some reason people were laughing at my part
which I DIDNT EXPECT HAHA
so then when i asked WF to come out
then she was still *censored*
so then we started laughing like crazy but i had to say my line ! (:
so then noelle went
我这么苗条,不唱,也能赢得!
or something like that
then everyone started laughing for some reason lol
AND THE 吃鸡贩的David!
hahahaha
so 'David' started laughing during her line
and then i was laughing too and at the same time trying to look like a bitch
EPIC FAIL!
hahahaha

oh then during Fuel Cell , we had the presentation thing
BUT SM DID EVERYTHING ALREADY !
So we had nothing to do ( started launching attacks so now i have SHINee and SUPER JUNIOR on my hand , AND THERE WAS A 2PM THEN WF GO WRITE WITH THE SUPER LIGHT PEN THEN WHEN BATHING IT CAME OFF! )
and then we went up to do the presentation
SIMIN SAID EVERYTHING!
then i just sit there and help her change slide
then we just sometimes correct her
she said plobrem!
haha then we were like *nudge* *nudge* OI!
then she ploblem
then we PROBLEM! at her
haha
Oh and we didnt get a picture of JOKWON LOOK-A-LIKE!
haha the instructor (:
Phoebe !!!
talk to you tmr (:


okay
shh..
Byesss


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!!!
omg cuteee~!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3


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Monday 24 May 2010

If you have no interest in the 2PM controversy , I would like to direct you to the next section (:
thanks (:
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OMG!!!
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE 2PM HATERS!!
ughaskdjhf
I mean like you gain from hating them and SCREAMING A CERTAIN*SOMEONES* NAME DURING THE DREAM CONCERT
have you even thought of what 2PM thinks ?!
So whats your point in doing this
making 2PM feel bad?
just that ?
LOW .CHILDISH and STUPID
JunSu even had to dance during the Mnet perf.
JUST TO PLEASE YOU PEOPLE
and now he cant even perform you know .
and now poor Channie is sick too :(
they work SO HARD to try and please you and even put their health at sake , now what I'm doing for my team seems so inadequate
and all you can do is shout JAY'S NAME DURING THE DREAM CONCERT?!
oh and dont tell me that JAY FANS WERENT AT THE DREAM CONCERT
because if a person were to shout JAY's name during the concert then she must be a 2PM hater OR a JAY lover .
and in this case I m talking about BOTH here.
and oh JAY-LOVERS-2PM-HATERS should STOP going to 2oneday forums and reading 2PM's news and then start bashing them .
Its a 2ONEDAY FORUM not a IHATEYOU2PM forum
and if you notice , there is a special section for JAY PARK so you should go there .
and just to suan1 you
WHOOO~!
2PM WON MUTIZEN AWARD !!!
<3<3<3
AND THEY'RE WORLD CUP SONG ROCZXC!
oh and just to say reallly CLEARLY
I AM A 2PM AND JAY FAN
(cant wait for Hype Nation ! )

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okay
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sabbats are boring :(
as in like chinese drama is fun and nice
but fuelcell is ....................................
really ! just .......................
and plus i fell during chinese drama
so i have a bruise on my elbow and at the bottom of my skull so it really hurts now :(
owch..
haha WF's only passion in fuelcell is JOKWON lookalike!
haha (:
as in really lookalike
phoeb me and wf go crazy over that (:
ARGH PHOEB! we forgot to play that piece ! you left hand i right hand okay ?
hehe

watching PERSONAL PREFERENCE (:
haha
its niceeee (:
and its farnie (:
but now its the emotional part
ahaha

byesss(:


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Thursday 20 May 2010

People, just move on! Obviously,Your beloved Jay is moving on. 2pm is suffering cuz’ of your freaking childish minds saying ” No Jay Park means NO 2pm!” U ex fans still remember the feeling when they released again & again album? When you’re still a 2pm fan? Did all of that got erased when Jay released his own version of Nothing on You? If yes then you’ve got no right to hate them cuz you never did love them So don’t call yourselves ex hottest cAUSE you’re never one..jay park fan would do. stop hating !!.
Totally love this!!!! 2pm <333 …SO WE DON'T STOP — 2! — WE CAN'T STOP– P!– UNTIL WE REACH THE TOP– M!! (my new ringtone!!!)
2PM hWAITING!!!! <3333
-2pmhottest4ever
(allkpop)
OMG seriously love this person
because she totally said it all !!!!
everything that i wanted to say and couldnt summarise
is all it there !
OMG you rockzxc (:

yay!
Junsu started dancing again!
and he was like super happy on stage (:
hahahaa
wheeeeee~!
urgh
my space key is screwed...


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Friday 14 May 2010

CURRENTLY OBSCESSING OVER SUPER JUNIOR'S HAIRCUTS !!!!
HYUK!!!!! <3 <3


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OMG WELL I 'M PiSSED
but of course i can't say anything
because its on the web and like the whole world can see it so ...
so i shall just say that
2PM IS THE <3
AND THEIR NEVER GOING DOWN
Their win was BY THEM AND ONLY THEM
accept it and MOVE ON because 2PM
is STRONG and will never give in to people who are not worth listening to and thereforeare ignored.

okay I'm done there (:
haha because i keep seeing those horrible , terrible and rude journalist who writes terrible reports about 2PM and those haters who keep being horrible to 2PM
and then i look at 2PM and how they work so hard for so many years
and how JunSu sacrificed his rest that he desperately needed to perform and make his fans happy.
its just so sad that I feel like crying every single time i see this:(


Haha i m very emotional when it comes to 2PM (:
anyways
today
CSM WAS JUST WARM AND STUFFY (:
okay its not actually something nice haha
but NY won the sports meeeeeeet (: (:
then later went out with PT(:
heehee
it was awesommeeee and we watched the last song
it was TOUCHING (:
haha
so i cried like a billion times during the movie
*snff*
but it was nice
i dont understand why movie critics call the movie lousy
it was nice !
then we went walking around orcahrd for like super long long long long
then we realised that we could go somewhere else other than those atas shops in orchard haha
OOOH!
I SAW PHYLLISSS!!!
haha we were like :0 :0 :0
omgomgomgomg
HI PHYLLIS !
yeah like that haha
so we went to plaza sing
and we were like
AAAAAAAH WHY DIDNT WE COME HERE EARLIER !
so then took mrt and bus home (:

okay i shut up and do my history assignment now (:
(MUST . GET . A1 !!!)

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Thursday 13 May 2010

Dear juniors,
Today i was extremely disappointed with you guys . When i told you to go and clean the gym with the rest of the seniors, you told me " We already did it the last time . Only the Sec 1s , the seniors didnt do anything . " .You would'nt believe my shock when i heard what you said . You may think that rebutting us would be very normal , but i guess you don't really respect us Sec 2s.
So , just to tell you about the last wei4 sheng1 ... We were there too , and i truly remember mopping under the tramp, mopping the mat near the tumble track and also getting water with your other seniors.So you would understand my shock when you said , ONLY the sec1s did the cleaning and the seniors all never do ." .In case you don't know , your Sec 2 seniors had to go clean up after you finished cleaning because you didnt do a good enough job.
Well, let me just tell you about how our Sec 1 lives were.When we were in sec 1 , the seniors didnt even speak to us when we arrived at the gym . They were not as excited as we were to have juniors , or at least seem to be . Just like that ,the fear of seniors were then established when we first stepped into the gym.I know we might talk to our seniors as if they were good friends .But , believe me , i dont know whether your other seniors had thought about this or not ...But at that time, i really looked up to the seniors , and I really wanted to talk to them and really wanted to be able to treat them like how we treat our seniors now.Everytime i walked into the gym for each training , i held high hopes of having a friendship , and i even thought , maybe at the time of comps we would be friends ,then i can talk to my seniors without being totally constricted.
So April 1st came , and at that time , we still didnt talk to seniors ,other than nodding and saying yes when they taught us . But on that very day , i got my first hug from my senior . It was just surprising , but yet , i felt so happy , that maybe ,maybe i was on my way to becoming friends with my seniors.And i was . You see , although your relationship with your senior might be somewhat awkard , but after a long time , when you finally become friends , you form a close bond with them .I believe that was what our seniors wanted to achieve . That precious strong bond between us and them .In this relationship , it harnesses trust and respect . That is how we can put ourselves in the right state of mind when we are doing something.
At that time , whatever our senior told us to do , I didn't even dare to say anything. I'd just gritt my teeth and try it , because i was petrified .
At first you might think 'hey that senior is so bitchy and its not like she's even training , nor can she even do the things that my other seniors are doing .All she can do is scream and shout , just making our lives difficult.' .But don't worry, we went through that before. , everybody does.
As you grow older and start discovering more things , you realise that that particular senior that you didnt like at first , was probably the one that really help you with the crucial bits of your basic training.

So , i really want you to take the initiative to volunteer and be a valuable member of the team.Next time , when the seniors tell you to do something , dont whine , or even worse , talk back . When you jump , do finish all your jumps before you get off , because I have been counting and i know that some of you cheat and dont do all 30 jumps.This is for your practise and your training . You need it to jump well.
Also , don't see gym as something funny because there is nothing funny about it . And we train hard every training and we treat it seriously.When you jump treat it seriously . you have to sincerely want to improve , then only then you will improve . If you think that gym is just some trashy CCA that you come to after school , to bo liao and have fun. Then i don't think gym is your place to be . Because there is so much more to it .Yet , so many people just don't get it .That is why our batch started out with 15 people and is only left with 7 people ( of which rachel and yunmei joined later , which means that only 5 out of the 15 original people are left ).
Those who have sincerely wanted to improve , I would definitely say that yes . YOU HAVE IMPROVED (: , but to those that don't treat gym properly and pon training because of unofficial reasons . I KNOW that you have not been coming and it reflects in your jumping and your ignorance of what your other friends have been doing when you have been pon-ing training.So if you read this message , well then think about what your behaviour has been so far .
compare yourself to your other batchmates.ALL of them . See exactly where you stand in your batch and then think about the necessary adjustments you need to give to your training.
And for those who think : I don't need to train because I'm not good enough and only the good ones get to go for comps so i can just slack and not do anything because I 'm not good enough , you need to buck up . You have NO IDEA what is going to happen next time .Your comps is like a year ahead .You shouldnt even be thinking about it now !
If you think this way , then its wrong and you WILL regret it . As Josephine once said " When you see all your batchmates getting their tao4s and getting the medals and the glory , and there you are , teaching juniors, it doesnt feel good . AT ALL " That sentence was the one that kept me going throughout the hard times during my training . Everytime i thought of giving up , I would think about that sentence and would press on . Because thats how it all works and i believe its very true .
I hope that I have allowed you to think about your attitude towards gym . For those who believe they have done well, KEEP ONE WORKING HARD AND DON'T BECOME EASILY CONTENTED . and for those who think they have not put in enough effort , well I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT , BECAUSE I HAVE OBSERVED ALL OF YOU . WORK HARD AND DON'T GIVE UP .

Your senior,
Aetheline (:



okay just wanted to let all of that out because it was bottled up in my mind and i just had to type it out (:


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Saturday 8 May 2010

haha this shall be a spazzing-about-2PM post again !
and other stuffs (:
So anyways
JUNSU HURT HIS LEG
ow ~!
Poor Junsu :(
So anyways but he still performed !
and with a bandage :(
Don't exert yourself Junsu !
at least he didnt dance at yesterday's performance (:
He just rocked his awesomeee <3 vocals (:
You rockzxc junsu (:

hahaha i was watching wild bunny for the thousanth time (:
JAY totally rocksszxc hahaha
(:

LOL okay
continuing (:
today Kim , HOHO , AND SM
came here (:
hahahaha
okay actually nothing ot say hehehehe (:
i can't believe I couldnt watch music bank yesterday
grrrr
hmm...
will there be a repeat on Monday ?
I think so ...
shall watch then (:
AND DREAM TEAM WASNT SHOWN ON WEDNESDAY !
hmm..
i hope on Sunday it'll replay hehehe

oooh Luna has to be the awesomeeeest female singer EVER (:
and she's super super super chio ( like really really really )


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Monday 3 May 2010

OMG
HAIIIIIII
lol love love Kwonnie's HAI ~ *cheesy smile*
(FYI ,he then starts to blabber some wierd blabberish that sounds like english but isnt it)
GOSHHHH
love it when non-US/thai 2pm members start speaking ENGLISH !
ROFTLOL (:
ahhhhhh
lol end up the only english words that he has are:
2PM , 2AM , JYP , WONDERGIRLS and f*** lol (:
was like wtf ?!
then taec had the
OHHHHH face lol !
humph
gonna die for math
shall go mug now


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