FIRST THINGS FIRST
_________- its a scenario , not a word or a person's name its more of a verb.
I only use alphabets to represent people
and dont worry about thinking who is who because I wont use the first letter of the person

(OMG WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING . NOBODY READS THIS BLOG , everyone just goes to 'plantt' as they all say and click on my blog . )


okay so recently I've become super emotional
for some reason
I dont know, you know?
whether its because I'm leaving or because I 've realised so many people _______
It's scary because somehow I 'm becoming despo to ______
So well i guess its because so many people around me have it
I MEAN everybody!
it always sounds to special , and it just keeps coming up
everywhere
like batchmates even dearest rachel _______

I keep trying to tell myself FUCK it's never going to happen
because there are always other people like A , B , C, OR D

I dont know , I'm just jealous
and it complicated because A is my close friend ( am I ? or is she just faking it )
I hate it I must stop thinking about it .
stop . stop . stop .


he hates you .
shush now .
shush .

hmmm...
I'm thinking of switching to tumlr cos its SUPER NICE AND EASY TO USE :D :D :D
hehehehe
wheeeeeee
so happpppy
zhuanqi-straddle-zhuanpa

OH! MY LADY IS GETTING DAMN NICE (:
But it just STARTED being nice only luhhhhhhhh :D
So , tumblr or not?

okay.seriously.
I wish people actually read my blog
cos NOBODY TAGS!
and you know , nobody sees or asks or anything like that
so maybe if i even have t tumblr nothing will happen hahahahaha

GLOBAL MOD 4missa (:
haha


wahshit the stupid women in oh my lady is FRKIN BITCHY TO THE NICE OLD GUY!!!!!!
Eiyer she got no dignity lorrr
(: (:
2AM IS IN .........
3 DAYS !!!!!!!
hehehe
then I'll take a hell lot of pictures and post on facebook :D :D

hoohooheeheeteehee
I was in a did-you-ever-have-a-relationship day yesteday
cos I was feeling super down cos of PHYS.BT and you know ,
Suddenly it seemed like everyone has some guy in their life :0






kaykaykaykay I m going to make a pact with myself when i go :)

Heyy , I just wanted to tell you that I really like you (:
Sometimes I have this feeling that you like me , but then sometimes I just feel that you don't care about me .
Sometimes , its just like , whoa you really care about me :) , you remembered my birthday , you asked about me , you seemed like you cared .
Yet sometimes , you just don't even look at me or even know I exist .
Yeah well , I guess you wouldn't like me because there are much more prettier people in the world , or even in all the people you know .
I'm not keeping my hopes up ,
but I would really like it if you cleared everything up and not leave me hanging on
kay?

God , I need to desperately need to let go :(
I mean like as if he veen comes here and sees this .
stupid paranoid me .