FIRST THINGS FIRST
_________- its a scenario , not a word or a person's name its more of a verb.
I only use alphabets to represent people
and dont worry about thinking who is who because I wont use the first letter of the person

(OMG WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING . NOBODY READS THIS BLOG , everyone just goes to 'plantt' as they all say and click on my blog . )


okay so recently I've become super emotional
for some reason
I dont know, you know?
whether its because I'm leaving or because I 've realised so many people _______
It's scary because somehow I 'm becoming despo to ______
So well i guess its because so many people around me have it
I MEAN everybody!
it always sounds to special , and it just keeps coming up
everywhere
like batchmates even dearest rachel _______

I keep trying to tell myself FUCK it's never going to happen
because there are always other people like A , B , C, OR D

I dont know , I'm just jealous
and it complicated because A is my close friend ( am I ? or is she just faking it )
I hate it I must stop thinking about it .
stop . stop . stop .


he hates you .
shush now .
shush .